So, I WAS pregnant, and am now miscarrying... I've got to call tomorrow to cancel my appointment for an ultrasound. This is the third time it's happened! I'm relieved, although it'd be great to have another baby... I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I'm glad I have a little while longer with my little boy before he grows into a big boy.
Gosh, Lukas is such a hoot... He brightens my sad little day up so much. I've done nothing but sat in pj's all day watching How I Met Your Mother... He's tried to clean the floors for me haha. First, a broom... he tried to sweep the floors! Then, a mop... He mopped them for me. MAN, my little man is the greatest, thinking of his mommy. I still find it a little weird to be called mommy, although it's been almost 14 months since I've become one. But all in all, it's a great feeling.
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I'm so sorry, Kay. I know how you feel. I've been through 3 myself and it sucks. It sucks seeing people getting pregnant while I can not even stay pregnant. Orion is my little miracle baby. My doctor wants to see me and then send me to a specialist before TTC again, to see what's up with my girly bits. Hugs and more hugs.
ReplyDeleteSorry it took so long to reply, I think we're going to avoid even thinking about having another baby any time soon... He's afraid it'll end in another miscarriage, and I'd like to go back to school...Once I'm a full time midwife, we'll more than likely try again. Thankfully, it's a job I can bring a newborn to.
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